Wednesday, 01 May 2013
Hey Xanga well I have some news too tell you buddy, I am back living in my own apartment again and everything is going pretty well, I loving my job at Apac and working in there H&R block department in the customer service area. It is pretty freaking cool, pretty much all of the bus and employees are pretty freaking cool and I enjoy being on the phone hearing about clients claiming they haven't gotten there money yet. I will tell you it's pretty much a trip when it comes dealing with the clients on a day to day bases but it's whatever it comes with the territory. Anyways besides that just got done talking too a good friend of mine in marisol and seeing what's new with that woman. I am happy for her she is going into actoring as well so in case modeling doesn't work out she can be in hollywood and making the big bucks like selena gomez is. I have been waiting for my furniture and tv stuff to come on in so I can start playing video games agains, I miss playing ncaa 13 and just playing my dynasty again and also I can watch netflix again on a tv instead of watching them on my mac. Which I dont mind but I rather just look at a tv screen and able to watch on my couch. Oh yeah I do live on the east side of the city now and it is close to my job so close that I can see my job from my living room lol I live right across the street. Yes I have been doing pretty good job with handling them clients with there issues and directing them to the right departments so they can find out where there refund money is or what is taking so long. Well as of thursday I will pay my first month rent and I can't wait too get that bill over with so I can get my internet back on so I can start gaming online hahahaha. I miss smashing heads in ncaa 13 with my arizona wildcats speaking of the wildcats I will be buying me and the fiancee season tickets this year so we can see our az wildcats kick some but in football this year. Well xanga I know the last time we talked I think I mentioned that I haven't finished my second poetry book well xanga that is no longer the case. I have finally finished it and I will get it published sometime this fall and it should be hitting online retail stores this january. I will make sure before I send my book too my publisher like around thanksgiving time just before me and the fiancee go off too Los Angeles California for our christmas vacation. I am so happy that I live in tucson arizona and I will begin my journey for my master degree will begin in august it will be a long road but it will be all worth once I get my journalism degree. Work in the morning xanga gotta run love ya and thanks for being my ears.
Wednesday, 10 April 2013
Hey xanga I done had better days but tonight I just found out some news tonight that made my stomach turn upside down and that news was I found two people are going to be living with me and my fiancee in the same house and I am not liking this at all. I mean I am totally upset about it because I thought when my fiancee was moving down here I thought it was going to be me and her. But I was totally wrong I think this may be the beginning of the end for our relationship because I am not comfortable with that at all. The reason I say they will be living with us is because they are going to be over our house almost every single day of the week which is going too suck ass. My fiancee says so she won't be lonely and she doesn't want too make friends out here in tucson arizona. Which I think is pretty crazy but idk how I am going too deal with this at all. Also then my fiancee asks me whether we should end our engagement I think my fiancee has been cheating on me since we been apart from each other. If that is the case I am going to be completely hurt and I will never speak too her again, I mean it hurts me that this question was even brought up tonight. But again I am always the one that doesn't understand what is going on and I never will blah blah blah I really don't know when I will be ready too marry her since this situation popped up. Well xanga besides that I do get my keys too my apartment on friday and also looking forward too getting back too work on thursday afternoon. I really do love working for H&R Block and setting up appointments for people over the phone. But even if my relationship does fail this won't be the first time something like this has happened and it probably won't be the last because every woman ends up taking my heart and stepping all over it and then wants to blame me for the break up when you gotta look at what your doing to me instead always saying I don't understand your feelings. That is freaking stupid but no one ever wants too take responsibility for there actions typical american way man I swear. Anyways thinks for listening too me vent because I am very upset right now and your the only thing that I can use too express my emotion too. I will always be greatful too you for listening too my issues in my life. P.S. I love my fiancee Shiara Blocker.
Friday, 15 March 2013
Hey xanga, it's been a little while since I have written you I thought this would be a good time too update you on what's been going on with me lately. Well let's start by saying since my great grandma and uncle die this month it seems like that we as in my family are beginning too come back together as a family again. I guess sometimes it takes a death in the family too realize that you only live once and family is all you got when everything fails. (well at least on my end of the bargain). Anyways so finally me and my cousin Krystal are back being friends on facebook and talking again like we suppose too. I didn't go too my great grandma funeral or uncle johnny B funeral because I didn't have the funds too go. I did do some praying for each of my uncle and grandma and hopefully they are with my mother in heaven looking down on the rest of the family and glide them and bless them each day. Now on too the good news a lot of my friends back home are starting too talk to me on facebook more which is pretty cool and stuff. I am meeting some pretty interesting people down here in tucson which is amazing and I can consider people that I can go out too starbucks with and have a latte with or go watch a sporting event with. Well xanga one more week too go until the tide will turn for the better and I will be working for a company called APAC and being in there customer service department helping customers with there questions and confusion. I do like helping people or giving advice when I can because it's like a glowing thing inside my heart that comes out when a person needs my help. Now as far as my relationship goes that is going off the hook and we couldn't be more stronger than ever before I guess that comes with being in true love with someone that you can trust being confident in and rely on. I mean I can't wait until july 25th 2015 for our wedding day. I am really hoping that we get married in california because that's what I want I want the family have too travel all the way too california too see my marriage. Yeah all of my friends and family are invited too our wedding I am not too worried about anyone on my end ruining my wedding because if they try anything I will have there but dumped into the pacific ocean and never heard from again. One last thing I need too talk about before I end this blog tonight and that is going too pima community college this year is going to be amazing because I will be attending the pima west campus and living on the east side of the city which is going to be good because I can far enough away from campus.
Thursday, 07 March 2013
Hey xanga I know it's been a while since the last time we talked but I wanted too let you know everything is fine in tucson arizona I found a career job through aerotek and I will be working with apac in there customer service department so I have too be answering customer questions and help the best way I can which is pretty awesome. Now I am staying in a homeless shelter right now but in three months from now I will be back on my feet in an apartment waiting for my fiancee too come down and move in. I am happy that I found this job and I promised my mentor that I would stay with this job for a very long time and I am going too live up too that word because they too a chance on me. I mean it is great news I just hate that I have too wait until the 25th of this month too start working but I am going too save every check that I get so I can have alot of money in 90 days. Other then that the shelter I can say for a fact I don't like because they can be assholes when you ask them questions like where something is. They don't want too give you an address on certain things which is completely unbelieveable if you ask me, also there are guys in there that do the most stupidest shit ever like get high and then try and come there and think they can pass a drug test. I mean it's a hundred guys in one large room with 100 beds and the showers are alright but you have too keep pressing the button alot of the time so the water will keep shooting out which stinks. I mean I know it's not what I am a custom too but hey a lot of people wouldn't of did what I did when I was running low on money. Just go get and have a goal in mine get a job and save up the money you make from that job and get the hell outta there. I will tell you xanga I am glad I made this decision instead of going back too my hometown back in nys screw that. Tucson Arizona is where I want too live finish my college career and also have a family at and I wasn't leaving this city at all. Now I do have too switch my damn mailing address again because I ended up making my mailing the address the hostel that I was staying at so I will have too either pick the mail up from the hostel every week or just change my address again at the five corner crap in south tucson. But the future looks bright again it was a little dim for a while but everything happens for a reason. Well xanga I am excited for march 25th and also I am looking at upgrading too a macbook pro before I go back too school in august hahahahaha. I hope people enjoy reading this blog because this is the blog that I will come back too when I have been with apac for atleast five years from now, this is something that I can tell my kids about or they can read about this is there daddy next which will be debuting on authorhouse.com in january 2014. I will be adding my blogs from here into that along with my poems. See ya xanga later love ya.